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diertiandewufanshifeichangmeiweidexianbing，xiaolongxiaheyangroupian。womenzhengchifanshi，chuzinikanuolaiwenkerenmenwanshangxiangchixieshenme。tashiyigezhongdengshencai，panglian，xiaoyanjingderen，qihuzigengualelian，zheshidekanqilaitadehuzifangfobushiguadiaode，ershibeiliangenbadiaode。eliehenggaosuwomenmeilidepalajiaishanglezhegechuzi，yinweitahejiuqiexinggecubao，palajibuxiangjiageita，danshiyuanyiyutahunwaitongju。chuzishigehenqianchengderen，tadezongjiaoxinyangbuyunxuta“過著有罪的生活”。他(ta)堅(jian)持(chi)帕(pa)拉(la)吉(ji)嫁(jia)給(gei)他(ta)，此(ci)外(wai)其(qi)它(ta)的(de)事(shi)都(dou)答(da)應(ying)她(ta)，可(ke)是(shi)他(ta)喝(he)醉(zui)時(shi)經(jing)常(chang)大(da)罵(ma)帕(pa)拉(la)吉(ji)，甚(shen)至(zhi)打(da)她(ta)。無(wu)論(lun)何(he)時(shi)廚(chu)子(zi)喝(he)醉(zui)了(le)酒(jiu)，帕(pa)拉(la)吉(ji)就(jiu)習(xi)慣(guan)於(yu)躲(duo)到(dao)樓(lou)上(shang)哭(ku)泣(qi)，每(mei)當(dang)這(zhe)個(ge)時(shi)候(hou)阿(e)列(lie)恒(heng)和(he)仆(pu)人(ren)們(men)就(jiu)待(dai)在(zai)屋(wu)裏(li)準(zhun)備(bei)萬(wan)一(yi)需(xu)要(yao)保(bao)護(hu)帕(pa)拉(la)吉(ji)。
At lunch next day there were very nice pies, crayfish, and mutton cutlets; and while we were eating, Nikanor, the cook, came up to ask what the visitors would like for dinner. He was a man of medium height, with a puffy face and little eyes; he was close-shaven, and it looked as though his moustaches had not been shaved, but had been pulled out by the roots. Alehin told us that the beautiful Pelagea was in love with this cook. As he drank and was of a violent character, she did not want to marry him, but was willing to live with him without. He was very devout, and his religious convictions would not allow him to “live in sin”; he insisted on her marrying him, and would consent to nothing else, and when he was drunk he used to abuse her and even beat her. Whenever he got drunk she used to hide upstairs and sob, and on such occasions Alehin and the servants stayed in the house to be ready to defend her in case of necessity.
我們開始談論愛情。
“愛情是如何產生的呢？”阿列恒說，“為什麼帕拉吉在身心上不像愛自己一樣地愛別人，她為什麼會愛上尼卡諾，那個醜陋的豬嘴——我們所有人都叫尼卡諾‘豬嘴’——個人的幸福跟愛情的結果有多大關係——所有這些問題我們都不明所以；個人能獲得的見解隻是他從中希望獲得的罷了。迄今為止，說到愛唯一無可置疑的事實就是：‘愛是一個大大的謎。’關(guan)於(yu)愛(ai)所(suo)說(shuo)和(he)所(suo)寫(xie)下(xia)的(de)一(yi)切(qie)都(dou)不(bu)是(shi)結(jie)論(lun)，而(er)隻(zhi)是(shi)這(zhe)個(ge)仍(reng)然(ran)沒(mei)有(you)答(da)案(an)的(de)問(wen)題(ti)的(de)陳(chen)述(shu)罷(ba)了(le)。這(zhe)個(ge)解(jie)釋(shi)似(si)乎(hu)隻(zhi)適(shi)合(he)一(yi)份(fen)份(fen)單(dan)獨(du)的(de)愛(ai)情(qing)，而(er)不(bu)適(shi)用(yong)於(yu)其(qi)它(ta)眾(zhong)多(duo)的(de)例(li)子(zi)。在(zai)我(wo)看(kan)來(lai)，最(zui)好(hao)的(de)做(zuo)法(fa)就(jiu)是(shi)單(dan)獨(du)解(jie)說(shuo)每(mei)一(yi)份(fen)愛(ai)情(qing)，而(er)不(bu)要(yao)企(qi)圖(tu)歸(gui)納(na)愛(ai)情(qing)。就(jiu)像(xiang)醫(yi)生(sheng)們(men)說(shuo)的(de)，我(wo)們(men)應(ying)該(gai)個(ge)別(bie)對(dui)待(dai)每(mei)一(yi)個(ge)例(li)子(zi)。”
“完全正確。”伯京同意。
We began talking about love.
“How love is born,” said Alehin, “why Pelagea does not love somebody more like herself in her spiritual and external qualities, and why she fell in love with Nikanor, that ugly snout—we all call him ‘The Snout’—how far questions of personal happiness are of consequence in love—all that is unknown; one can take what view ones likes of it. So far only one incontestable truth has been uttered about love: ‘This is a great mystery.’ Everything else that has been written or said about love is not a conclusion, but only a statement of questions which have remained unanswered. The explanation which would seem to fit one case does not apply in a dozen others, and the very best thing, to my mind, would be to explain every case individually without attempting to generalize. We ought, as the doctors say, to individualize each case.”
“Perfectly true,” Burkin assented.
“我們這些受過教育的俄國階層都偏愛那些還沒有答案的問題。愛情通常都被詩意化，用玫瑰、yeyinglaizhuangshi。womeneguorenqueyongxiezhongdadewentilaizhuangshiaiqing，qiexuanzeleqizhongzuiwuqudebufen。zaimosikedushushi，woyouyiweiyuwoyiqishenghuodepengyou，yiweimirendenvshi，meiciwobatabaozaihuaili，tajiuzaixiangwozheshiyunxutabangwoliaoliyigeyuedejiawuyiji
“We Russians of the educated class have a partiality for these questions that remain unanswered. Love is usually poeticized, decorated with roses, nightingales; we Russians decorate our loves with these momentous questions, and select the most uninteresting of them, too. In
kanlaieliehengxiangtutouyixiexinshi。guozhegudushenghuoderenmenxindizonghuiyouxiekewangqingsudeshi。zaichengli，danshenhanmenquzaotanghefanguandemudejiushiweilegenrenshuoshuohua，zaotanghefanguandefuwuyuanmenbushinengcongtamennalitingdaozuiyouqudeshi。ertongchang，zaixiangxia，danshenhanmenxiangkerenchangkaixinfei。cishichuangwaidetiankonghuimengmengde，suoyoudeshumuzaiyuzhongdoushitoule，zheyangdetianqiwomennaerdoubunengqu，chuleshuogushihuozhelingtingzhiwaiwushikezuo。
It looked as though he wanted to tell some story. People who lead a solitary existence always have something in their hearts which they are eager to talk about. In town bachelors visit the baths and the restaurants on purpose to talk, and sometimes tell the most interesting things to bath attendants and waiters; in the country, as a rule, they unbosom themselves to their guests. Now from the window we could see a grey sky, trees drenched in the rain; in such weather we could go nowhere, and there was nothing for us to do but to tell stories and to listen.
“離開大學後，我在沙非諾生活和務農了很長一段時間。”阿列恒開始了他的故事，“我wo是shi一yi個ge受shou過guo教jiao育yu的de懶lan散san的de紳shen士shi，一yi個ge隨sui性xing熱re心xin的de人ren。可ke是shi當dang我wo來lai到dao這zhe兒er時shi莊zhuang園yuan欠qian下xia了le一yi大da筆bi債zhai，而er我wo父fu親qin之zhi所suo以yi負fu債zhai部bu分fen原yuan因yin是shi我wo花hua費fei不bu小xiao的de學xue費fei。我wo決jue定ding不bu走zou了le，而er是shi開kai始shi工gong作zuo直zhi到dao還hai清qing這zhe筆bi債zhai。我wo下xia定ding決jue心xin這zhe麼me做zuo並bing開kai始shi工gong作zuo，坦tan白bai說shuo，不bu是shi一yi點dian不bu動dong搖yao的de。這zhe裏li的de土tu地di收shou益yi並bing不bu大da，一yi個ge人ren經jing營ying農nong場chang如ru果guo想xiang不bu賠pei本ben必bi須xu使shi用yong農nong奴nu或huo雇gu用yong勞lao工gong，這zhe幾ji乎hu是shi
“I have lived at Sofino and been farming for a long time,” Alehin began, “ever since I left the University. I am an idle gentleman by education, a studious person by disposition; but there was a big debt owing on the estate when I came here, and as my father was in debt partly because he had spent so much on my education, I resolved not to go away, but to work till I paid off the debt. I made up my mind to this and set to work, not, I must confess, without some repugnance. The land here does not yield much, and if one is not to farm at a loss one must employ serf labour or hired labourers, which is almost the same thing, or put it on a peasant footing—that is, work the fields oneself and with one’s family. There is no middle path. But in those days I did not go into such subtleties. I did not leave a clod of earth unturned; I gathered together all the peasants, men and women, from the neighbouring villages; the work went on at a tremendous pace. I myself ploughed and sowed and reaped, and was bored doing it, and frowned with disgust, like a village cat driven by hunger to eat cucumbers in the kitchen-garden. My body ached, and I slept as I walked. At first it seemed to me that I could easily reconcile this life of toil with my cultured habits; to do so, I thought, all that is necessary is to maintain a certain external order in life. I established myself upstairs here in the best rooms, and ordered them to bring me there coffee and liquor after lunch and dinner, and when I went to bed I read every night the Vyestnik Evropi. But one day our priest, Father Ivan, came and drank up all my liquor at one sitting; and the Vyestnik Evropi went to the priest’s daughters; as in the summer, especially at the haymaking, I did not succeed in getting to my bed at all, and slept in the sledge in the barn, or somewhere in the forester’s lodge, what chance was there of reading? Little by little I moved downstairs, began dining in the servants’ kitchen, and of my former luxury nothing is left but the servants who were in my father’s service, and whom it would be painful to turn away.
在zai最zui初chu的de幾ji年nian裏li我wo當dang選xuan為wei這zhe裏li的de榮rong譽yu治zhi安an法fa官guan。我wo得de經jing常chang去qu城cheng裏li參can加jia治zhi安an協xie會hui和he巡xun回hui法fa院yuan的de會hui議yi，這zhe對dui我wo來lai說shuo是shi一yi個ge令ling人ren愉yu快kuai的de變bian化hua。當dang連lian續xu在zai這zhe兒er住zhu了le兩liang三san個ge月yue後hou，特te別bie是shi冬dong天tian，終zhong於yu開kai始shi渴ke望wang接jie觸chu有you知zhi識shi有you教jiao養yang的de人ren，哪na怕pa是shi穿chuan黑hei外wai套tao的de牧mu師shi。而er在zai巡xun回hui法fa庭ting裏li穿chuan各ge種zhong衣yi服fu的de人ren——有穿雙排扣常禮服的，有穿製服的，還有穿燕尾服的——suoyoudelvshi，nanrenmendoujieshouguoputongjiaoyu。wozhongyuyouleyixiekeyijinxingsixiangjiaoliuderen。jingguozaixueqiaoshangshuijiaohezaichufangchifanhou，chuanzheganjingdeyamabuyifu，xibodexuezizuozaikaobeiyili，mourendemajiashanghaiguazhebiaolian，zheyiqieshiduomedeshechilea！
“In the first years I was elected here an honourary justice of the peace. I used to have to go to the town and take part in the sessions of the congress and of the circuit court, and this was a pleasant change for me. When you live here for two or three months without a break, especially in the winter, you begin at last to pine for a black coat. And in the circuit court there were frock-coats, and uniforms, and dress- coats, too, all lawyers, men who have received a general education; I had some one to talk to. After sleeping in the sledge and dining in the kitchen, to sit in an arm-chair in clean linen, in thin boots, with a chain on one’s waistcoat, is such luxury!
“在zai城cheng裏li我wo受shou到dao熱re烈lie歡huan迎ying，我wo熱re切qie地di結jie交jiao各ge種zhong朋peng友you。說shuo實shi話hua，在zai我wo所suo結jie識shi的de人ren中zhong最zui親qin密mi，最zui合he我wo意yi的de是shi跟gen巡xun回hui法fa庭ting的de副fu庭ting長chang盧lu格ge諾nuo維wei奇qi的de相xiang識shi。你ni們men倆liang都dou認ren識shi他ta，一yi個ge很hen有you魅mei力li的de人ren。這zhe一yi切qie就jiu發fa生sheng在zai那na個ge著zhu名ming的de縱zong火huo案an之zhi後hou，初chu步bu調tiao查zha持chi續xu了le兩liang天tian，我wo們men都dou筋jin疲pi力li盡jin了le。盧lu格ge諾nuo維wei奇qi看kan著zhe我wo說shuo：
“‘哎，我說，來跟我一起共進晚餐吧。’
“I received a warm welcome in the town. I made friends eagerly. And of all my acquaintanceships the most intimate and, to tell the truth, the most agreeable to me was my acquaintance with Luganovitch, the vice-president of the circuit court. You both know him: a most charming personality. It all happened just after a celebrated case of incendiarism; the preliminary investigation lasted two days; we were exhausted. Luganovitch looked at me and said:
“ ‘Look here, come round to dinner with me.’
“這zhe有you點dian出chu乎hu意yi料liao，因yin為wei我wo和he盧lu格ge諾nuo維wei奇qi並bing不bu熟shu，跟gen他ta隻zhi是shi職zhi務wu上shang的de交jiao往wang，從cong未wei去qu過guo他ta家jia裏li。我wo剛gang剛gang回hui旅lv館guan房fang間jian換huan好hao衣yi服fu要yao出chu去qu吃chi晚wan飯fan。這zhe是shi我wo命ming中zhong注zhu定ding要yao與yu盧lu格ge諾nuo維wei奇qi的de妻qi子zi，安an娜na·阿(e)列(lie)克(ke)絲(si)耶(ye)夫(fu)娜(na)相(xiang)遇(yu)。那(na)時(shi)她(ta)還(hai)很(hen)年(nian)輕(qing)，至(zhi)多(duo)二(er)十(shi)二(er)歲(sui)，她(ta)的(de)第(di)一(yi)個(ge)孩(hai)子(zi)剛(gang)剛(gang)半(ban)歲(sui)。這(zhe)都(dou)是(shi)過(guo)去(qu)的(de)事(shi)了(le)，而(er)現(xian)在(zai)我(wo)發(fa)現(xian)很(hen)難(nan)說(shuo)得(de)清(qing)她(ta)到(dao)底(di)有(you)何(he)例(li)外(wai)，以(yi)及(ji)她(ta)那(na)麼(me)吸(xi)引(yin)我(wo)的(de)原(yuan)因(yin)。當(dang)時(shi)，在(zai)那(na)次(ci)晚(wan)宴(yan)上(shang)，這(zhe)一(yi)切(qie)對(dui)我(wo)非(fei)常(chang)清(qing)晰(xi)，我(wo)看(kan)到(dao)了(le)一(yi)個(ge)年(nian)輕(qing)可(ke)愛(ai)，善(shan)良(liang)聰(cong)明(ming)而(er)迷(mi)人(ren)的(de)女(nv)人(ren)，仿(fang)佛(fo)之(zhi)前(qian)我(wo)從(cong)未(wei)遇(yu)到(dao)過(guo)一(yi)個(ge)這(zhe)樣(yang)的(de)人(ren)。我(wo)立(li)刻(ke)覺(jiao)得(de)她(ta)是(shi)某(mou)個(ge)我(wo)已(yi)經(jing)很(hen)熟(shu)悉(xi)很(hen)親(qin)密(mi)了(le)的(de)人(ren)，好(hao)像(xiang)那(na)張(zhang)臉(lian)，那(na)誠(cheng)懇(ken)聰(cong)慧(hui)的(de)眼(yan)神(shen)，我(wo)小(xiao)時(shi)候(hou)已(yi)在(zai)某(mou)處(chu)——擱在我母親衣櫃裏的相冊裏——見到過了。
“This was unexpected, as I knew Luganovitch very little, only officially, and I had never been to his house. I only just went to my hotel room to change and went off to dinner. And here it was my lot to meet Anna Alexyevna, Luganovitch’s wife. At that time she was still very young, not more than twenty-two, and her first baby had been born just six months before. It is all a thing of the past; and now I should find it difficult to define what there was so exceptional in her, what it was in her attracted me so much; at the time, at dinner, it was all perfectly clear to me. I saw a lovely young, good, intelligent, fascinating woman, such as I had never met before; and I felt her at once some one close and already familiar, as though that face, those cordial, intelligent eyes, I had seen somewhere in my childhood, in the album which lay on my mother’s chest of drawers.
“四(si)個(ge)猶(you)太(tai)人(ren)被(bei)指(zhi)控(kong)為(wei)縱(zong)火(huo)犯(fan)，被(bei)當(dang)作(zuo)是(shi)一(yi)夥(huo)強(qiang)盜(dao)，而(er)在(zai)我(wo)看(kan)來(lai)，毫(hao)無(wu)根(gen)據(ju)。吃(chi)晚(wan)飯(fan)時(shi)我(wo)非(fei)常(chang)興(xing)奮(fen)，又(you)局(ju)促(cu)不(bu)安(an)，都(dou)不(bu)知(zhi)道(dao)自(zi)己(ji)說(shuo)了(le)些(xie)什(shen)麼(me)。而(er)安(an)娜(na)·阿列克絲耶夫娜不停地揮動著頭問她的丈夫：
“‘迪米特裏，這是怎麼回事？’
“盧lu格ge諾nuo維wei奇qi是shi個ge溫wen厚hou的de人ren，是shi那na些xie心xin思si簡jian單dan的de人ren之zhi一yi，一yi旦dan一yi個ge人ren在zai法fa庭ting之zhi前qian被bei指zhi控kong有you罪zui他ta就jiu會hui堅jian持chi這zhe個ge看kan法fa，除chu非fei以yi法fa定ding的de書shu麵mian形xing式shi，絕jue不bu會hui在zai晚wan餐can桌zhuo上shang與yu私si人ren會hui談tan時shi表biao示shi對dui判pan決jue正zheng確que性xing的de懷huai疑yi。
“‘你和我都沒有放火燒那地方，’他溫和地說，‘你看我們都沒有被判有罪，也沒有進監獄。’
“Four Jews were charged with being incendiaries, were regarded as a gang of robbers, and, to my mind, quite groundlessly. At dinner I was very much excited, I was uncomfortable, and I don’t know what I said, but Anna Alexyevna kept shaking her head and saying to her husband:
“ ‘Dmitry, how is this?’
“Luganovitch is a good-natured man, one of those simple-hearted people who firmly maintain the opinion that once a man is charged before a court he is guilty, and to express doubt of the correctness of a sentence cannot be done except in legal form on paper, and not at dinner and in private conversation.
“ ‘You and I did not set fire to the place,’ he said softly, ‘and you see we are not condemned, and not in prison.’
“他(ta)們(men)夫(fu)妻(qi)兩(liang)人(ren)都(dou)設(she)法(fa)讓(rang)我(wo)盡(jin)量(liang)多(duo)吃(chi)些(xie)，多(duo)喝(he)些(xie)。從(cong)一(yi)些(xie)不(bu)重(zhong)要(yao)的(de)細(xi)節(jie)裏(li)，例(li)如(ru)，從(cong)他(ta)們(men)一(yi)起(qi)泡(pao)咖(ka)啡(fei)的(de)樣(yang)子(zi)，從(cong)他(ta)們(men)從(cong)隻(zhi)言(yan)片(pian)語(yu)裏(li)就(jiu)能(neng)理(li)解(jie)對(dui)方(fang)的(de)情(qing)形(xing)，我(wo)能(neng)推(tui)斷(duan)出(chu)他(ta)們(men)生(sheng)活(huo)得(de)融(rong)洽(qia)而(er)舒(shu)適(shi)，而(er)且(qie)他(ta)們(men)很(hen)高(gao)興(xing)有(you)人(ren)來(lai)訪(fang)。吃(chi)過(guo)晚(wan)飯(fan)後(hou)，他(ta)們(men)表(biao)演(yan)了(le)鋼(gang)琴(qin)了(le)二(er)重(zhong)奏(zou)。然(ran)後(hou)天(tian)色(se)很(hen)晚(wan)了(le)，我(wo)就(jiu)回(hui)家(jia)了(le)。那(na)是(shi)初(chu)春(chun)時(shi)分(fen)。
“cihou，wobujianduandizaishafeinuoduguolezhenggexiatian，yemeiyoushijianquxiangchenglideshi。danshinaxieriziliduinageyouyadejinfafurendejiyirengliucunzainaohaili。womeiyouquxiangta，keshitaqingyingdeyingzifangfojiutangzaiwoxinli。
“And both husband and wife tried to make me eat and drink as much as possible. From some trifling details, from the way they made the coffee together, for instance, and from the way they understood each other at half a word, I could gather that they lived in harmony and comfort, and that they were glad of a visitor. After dinner they played a duet on the piano; then it got dark, and I went home. That was at the beginning of spring.
“After that I spent the whole summer at Sofino without a break, and I had no time to think of the town, either, but the memory of the graceful fair-haired woman remained in my mind all those days; I did not think of her, but it was as though her light shadow were lying on my heart.
“深秋，城裏舉行一場以慈善為目的的戲劇演出。中場休息時我接到邀請去了鎮長的包廂，我一看，安娜·eliekesiyefunazhengzuozaizhenchangfurendepangbian。tademeiliwenrou，tanaqinqiedeyanshen，zaiyicilingwobukekangju，lingwojidongbuyi，wodexinlizaiciyongqilenazhongqinjindeganjiao。womenjianbingjiandizuozhe，ranhouqulexiuxishi。
“她說：‘你瘦了。生病了嗎？’
“‘是的，我的肩膀患了風濕，下雨天就睡不著。’
“‘nikanqilaiyouxiejusang。chuntianli，laichiwanfanshi，nigengnianqing，gengzixin。nashinichongmanreqing，kouruoxuanhe，nifeichangyouqu，wobixuchengrenwodexinyoujifenyibeinidaizoule。buzhidaoweishenmexiajishiwojingchangxiangqini，jinwanweikanyanchuerzuozhunbeishiwoxiangwohuikandaoni。’
“然後她笑了。
“In the late autumn there was a theatrical performance for some charitable object in the town. I went into the governor’s box (I was invited to go there in the interval); I looked, and there was Anna Alexyevna sitting beside the governor’s wife; and again the same irresistible, thrilling impression of beauty and sweet, caressing eyes, and again the same feeling of nearness. We sat side by side, then went to the foyer.
“ ‘You’ve grown thinner,’ she said; ‘have you been ill?’
“ ‘Yes, I’ve had rheumatism in my shoulder, and in rainy weather I can’t sleep.’
“ ‘You look dispirited. In the spring, when you came to dinner, you were younger, more confident. You were full of eagerness, and talked a great deal then; you were very interesting, and I really must confess I was a little carried away by you. For some reason you often came back to my memory during the summer, and when I was getting ready for the theatre today I thought I should see you.’
“And she laughed.
“‘可是今天你看起來很沮喪，’她再三地說：‘這使你看上去像是比春天時老了。’
“第di二er天tian我wo在zai盧lu格ge諾nuo維wei奇qi家jia吃chi午wu飯fan。吃chi過guo午wu飯fan後hou他ta們men駕jia車che去qu他ta們men的de夏xia季ji別bie墅shu，為wei去qu那na兒er過guo冬dong做zuo安an排pai，我wo跟gen他ta們men一yi起qi去qu了le。然ran後hou又you與yu他ta們men回hui到dao城cheng裏li，午wu夜ye時shi與yu他ta們men在zai安an靜jing的de家jia庭ting環huan境jing裏li一yi起qi喝he茶cha。當dang時shi爐lu火huo融rong融rong，年nian輕qing的de媽ma媽ma每mei隔ge一yi會hui就jiu去qu看kan看kan她ta的de寶bao貝bei女nv兒er睡shui著zhe了le沒mei有you。從cong那na以yi後hou，每mei次ci去qu城cheng裏li我wo都dou會hui去qu拜bai訪fang盧lu格ge諾nuo維wei奇qi一yi家jia。他ta們men慢man慢man習xi慣guan了le我wo的de到dao來lai，我wo也ye慢man慢man習xi慣guan了le去qu看kan望wang他ta們men。通tong常chang我wo都dou說shuo來lai就jiu來lai，好hao像xiang我wo是shi那na個ge家jia的de一yi員yuan。
“ ‘But you look dispirited today,’ she repeated; ‘it makes you seem older.’
“The next day I lunched at the Luganovitchs’. After lunch they drove out to their summer villa, in order to make arrangements there for the winter, and I went with them. I returned with them to the town, and at midnight drank tea with them in quiet domestic surroundings, while the fire glowed, and the young mother kept going to see if her baby girl was asleep. And after that, every time I went to town I never failed to visit the Luganovitchs. They grew used to me, and I grew used to them. As a rule I went in unannounced, as though I were one of the family.
“‘是誰啊？’我會聽到安娜·阿列克絲耶夫娜在遠遠的房間裏問道，在我聽來那慵懶的聲音多麼可愛啊！
“‘是帕韋爾·康斯坦蒂諾維奇，’女仆或者保姆回答道。
“安娜·阿列克絲耶夫娜會一臉焦急地向我走來，每次她都會問：
“‘為什麼這麼久才來？出了什麼事嗎？’
“她(ta)的(de)眼(yan)神(shen)，她(ta)伸(shen)給(gei)我(wo)的(de)美(mei)麗(li)優(you)雅(ya)的(de)手(shou)，她(ta)的(de)日(ri)常(chang)家(jia)居(ju)衣(yi)服(fu)，她(ta)梳(shu)的(de)頭(tou)發(fa)的(de)式(shi)樣(yang)，她(ta)的(de)聲(sheng)音(yin)，她(ta)的(de)腳(jiao)步(bu)，總(zong)給(gei)我(wo)同(tong)樣(yang)的(de)印(yin)象(xiang)，這(zhe)是(shi)我(wo)的(de)生(sheng)活(huo)裏(li)剛(gang)剛(gang)獲(huo)得(de)的(de)非(fei)凡(fan)的(de)東(dong)西(xi)，非(fei)常(chang)重(zhong)要(yao)的(de)東(dong)西(xi)。我(wo)們(men)一(yi)聊(liao)幾(ji)個(ge)小(xiao)時(shi)，然(ran)後(hou)靜(jing)靜(jing)地(di)想(xiang)各(ge)自(zi)的(de)心(xin)事(shi)，或(huo)者(zhe)她(ta)給(gei)我(wo)彈(dan)上(shang)幾(ji)小(xiao)時(shi)的(de)鋼(gang)琴(qin)。如(ru)果(guo)他(ta)們(men)不(bu)在(zai)家(jia)我(wo)就(jiu)留(liu)下(xia)來(lai)等(deng)，跟(gen)保(bao)姆(mu)聊(liao)聊(liao)，和(he)小(xiao)孩(hai)子(zi)們(men)玩(wan)，或(huo)者(zhe)到(dao)書(shu)房(fang)的(de)沙(sha)發(fa)上(shang)躺(tang)著(zhe)看(kan)書(shu)。安(an)娜(na)·阿(e)列(lie)克(ke)絲(si)耶(ye)夫(fu)娜(na)回(hui)來(lai)時(shi)我(wo)會(hui)迎(ying)到(dao)大(da)廳(ting)裏(li)，接(jie)下(xia)她(ta)手(shou)裏(li)的(de)所(suo)有(you)包(bao)裹(guo)，為(wei)了(le)某(mou)種(zhong)原(yuan)因(yin)每(mei)次(ci)我(wo)都(dou)會(hui)像(xiang)一(yi)個(ge)孩(hai)子(zi)一(yi)樣(yang)滿(man)懷(huai)愛(ai)意(yi)，一(yi)樣(yang)一(yi)本(ben)正(zheng)經(jing)地(di)拿(na)過(guo)那(na)些(xie)包(bao)裹(guo)。
‘Who is there?’ I would hear from a faraway room, in the drawling voice that seemed to me so lovely.
“ ‘It is Pavel Konstantinovitch,’ answered the maid or the nurse.
“Anna Alexyevna would come out to me with an anxious face, and would ask every time:
“ ‘Why is it so long since you have been? Has anything happened?’
“Her eyes, the elegant refined hand she gave me, her indoor dress, the way she did her hair, her voice, her step, always produced the same impression on me something new and extraordinary in my life, and very important. We talked together for hours, were silent, thinking each our own thoughts, or she played for hours to me on the piano. If there were no one at home I stayed and waited, talked to the nurse, played with the child, or lay on the sofa in the study and read; and when Anna Alexyevna came back I met her in the hall, took all her parcels from her, and for some reason I carried those parcels every time with as much love, with as much solemnity, as a boy.
“有這麼一個諺語：如ru果guo一yi個ge農nong婦fu沒mei有you任ren何he煩fan惱nao會hui買mai一yi頭tou小xiao豬zhu。盧lu格ge諾nuo維wei奇qi夫fu婦fu生sheng活huo順shun心xin，因yin此ci他ta們men跟gen我wo交jiao朋peng友you。如ru果guo我wo不bu進jin城cheng肯ken定ding是shi病bing了le或huo者zhe發fa生sheng了le什shen麼me事shi，他ta們men夫fu婦fu倆liang就jiu非fei常chang擔dan心xin。他ta們men悶men悶men不bu樂le於yu我wo這zhe個ge受shou過guo語yu言yan文wen學xue教jiao育yu的de人ren應ying該gai做zuo學xue問wen或huo從cong事shi文wen學xue工gong作zuo，卻que生sheng活huo在zai農nong村cun，像xiang一yi隻zhi憤fen怒nu的de鬆song鼠shu轉zhuan著zhe圈quan子zi狂kuang奔ben一yi樣yang辛xin苦ku勞lao作zuo卻que看kan不bu到dao收shou獲huo。他ta們men認ren為wei我wo不bu快kuai樂le，我wo隻zhi是shi說shuo著zhe笑xiao著zhe或huo用yong吃chi東dong西xi來lai掩yan飾shi我wo的de痛tong苦ku，甚shen至zhi在zai我wo覺jiao得de快kuai樂le時shi的de高gao興xing時shi刻ke我wo也ye感gan覺jiao得de到dao他ta們men直zhi盯ding盯ding的de搜sou索suo的de眼yan神shen。我wo真zhen的de心xin情qing沮ju喪sang時shi他ta們men非fei常chang令ling人ren感gan動dong。當dang我wo為wei一yi些xie債zhai主zhu焦jiao慮lv或huo沒mei有you足zu夠gou的de錢qian準zhun時shi償chang還hai利li息xi時shi，他ta們men倆liang，丈zhang夫fu和he妻qi子zi就jiu會hui走zou到dao窗chuang子zi旁pang耳er語yu，然ran後hou盧lu格ge諾nuo維wei奇qi走zou向xiang我wo一yi臉lian嚴yan肅su地di跟gen我wo說shuo：‘帕韋爾·康斯坦蒂諾維奇，如果你目前真的需要錢，我妻子和我請求你別不好意思跟我們借。’
“There is a proverb that if a peasant woman has no troubles she will buy a pig. The Luganovitchs had no troubles, so they made friends with me. If I did not come to the town I must be ill or something must have happened to me, and both of them were extremely anxious. They were worried that I, an educated man with a knowledge of languages, should, instead of devoting myself to science or literary work, live in the country, rush round like a squirrel in a rage, work hard with never a penny to show for it. They fancied that I was unhappy, and that I only talked, laughed, and ate to conceal my sufferings, and even at cheerful moments when I felt happy I was aware of their searching eyes fixed upon me. They were particularly touching when I really was depressed, when I was being worried by some creditor or had not money enough to pay interest on the proper day. The two of them, husband and wife, would whisper together at the window; then he would come to me and say with a grave face:“ ‘If you really are in need of money at the moment, Pavel Konstantinovitch, my wife and I beg you not to hesitate to borrow from us.’
“他會激動得連耳根子都紅了。也還會發生這樣的情形，同樣地經過在窗子邊的低聲耳語後，盧格諾維奇滿臉通紅地走向我對我說：
“‘我妻子和我誠懇地請你收下這份禮物。’
“他(ta)會(hui)送(song)給(gei)我(wo)幾(ji)顆(ke)鈕(niu)飾(shi)，一(yi)個(ge)雪(xue)茄(qie)盒(he)或(huo)是(shi)一(yi)盞(zhan)燈(deng)，而(er)我(wo)將(jiang)回(hui)送(song)他(ta)們(men)從(cong)鄉(xiang)下(xia)帶(dai)來(lai)的(de)野(ye)味(wei)，黃(huang)油(you)和(he)鮮(xian)花(hua)。順(shun)便(bian)提(ti)一(yi)下(xia)，他(ta)們(men)夫(fu)妻(qi)相(xiang)當(dang)富(fu)有(you)。早(zao)期(qi)我(wo)經(jing)常(chang)借(jie)錢(qian)，跟(gen)任(ren)何(he)缺(que)錢(qian)的(de)人(ren)一(yi)樣(yang)——從任何我借得到錢的地方借——可是無論如何都不能促使我向盧格諾維奇借錢。唉，為什麼說這些呢？
“And he would blush to his ears with emotion. And it would happen that, after whispering in the same way at the window, he would come up to me, with red ears, and say:
“ ‘My wife and I earnestly I beg you to accept this present.’
“And he would give me studs, a cigar-case, or a lamp, and I would send them game, butter, and flowers from the country. They both, by the way, had considerable means of their own. In early days I often borrowed money, and was not very particular about it—borrowed wherever I could—but nothing in the world have induced me to borrow from the Luganovitchs. But why talk of it?
“我悶悶不樂。在家裏，在地裏，在牲畜棚裏，我都在想她。我苦苦思索一個美麗、聰明的年輕女人為什麼要嫁給一個無趣、幾乎可以做她父親的人（她丈夫已四十出頭），還跟他生孩子；想弄懂這個無趣、善良、心xin思si簡jian單dan的de男nan人ren，在zai舞wu會hui和he晚wan會hui上shang一yi直zhi待dai在zai更geng刻ke板ban的de人ren身shen邊bian，用yong令ling人ren厭yan煩fan的de機ji智zhi爭zheng論lun著zhe，看kan上shang去qu倦juan怠dai而er多duo餘yu，臉lian上shang的de表biao情qing順shun從cong而er無wu動dong於yu衷zhong，就jiu像xiang他ta被bei帶dai到dao那na兒er出chu售shou一yi樣yang，為wei什shen麼me還hai認ren為wei他ta有you權quan利li快kuai樂le，有you權quan利li有you她ta的de孩hai子zi。且qie我wo一yi直zhi想xiang弄nong清qing楚chu為wei什shen麼me她ta先xian遇yu到dao的de是shi他ta而er不bu是shi我wo，為wei什shen麼me在zai我wo們men的de生sheng活huo裏li要yao發fa生sheng這zhe麼me一yi個ge可ke怕pa的de錯cuo誤wu。
“I was unhappy. At home, in the fields, in the barn, I thought of her; I tried to understand the mystery of a beautiful, intelligent young woman’s marrying some one so uninteresting, almost an old man (her husband was over forty), and having children by him; to understand the mystery of this uninteresting, good, simple-hearted man, who argued with such wearisome good sense, at balls and evening parties kept near the more solid people, looking listless and superfluous, with a submissive, uninterested expression, as though he had been brought there for sale, who yet believed in his right to be happy, to have children by her; and I kept trying to understand why she had met him first and not me, and why such a terrible mistake in our lives need have happened.
“我wo去qu城cheng裏li時shi每mei次ci都dou從cong她ta的de目mu光guang裏li看kan到dao她ta在zai期qi待dai著zhe我wo，並bing且qie她ta會hui親qin自zi對dui我wo承cheng認ren在zai所suo有you的de那na些xie天tian裏li她ta有you一yi種zhong特te殊shu的de感gan覺jiao猜cai想xiang我wo應ying該gai來lai了le。我wo們men長chang時shi間jian地di交jiao談tan，沉chen默mo，但dan是shi都dou不bu承cheng認ren愛ai著zhe對dui方fang，而er是shi膽dan怯qie猜cai疑yi地di隱yin藏zang起qi對dui對dui方fang的de愛ai。我wo們men害hai怕pa可ke能neng向xiang我wo們men自zi己ji暴bao露lu出chu我wo們men秘mi密mi的de任ren何he事shi情qing。我wo溫wen柔rou地di深shen深shen地di愛ai著zhe她ta，但dan是shi我wo一yi直zhi在zai細xi想xiang這zhe份fen愛ai，一yi直zhi在zai問wen自zi己ji如ru果guo我wo們men沒mei有you力li量liang抗kang拒ju這zhe份fen愛ai，這zhe份fen愛ai能neng通tong往wang何he方fang。似si乎hu難nan以yi置zhi信xin我wo溫wen柔rou、悲bei傷shang的de愛ai可ke能neng突tu然ran粗cu暴bao地di打da破po她ta的de丈zhang夫fu，她ta的de孩hai子zi，以yi及ji我wo如ru此ci熱re愛ai和he信xin賴lai的de這zhe個ge家jia庭ting的de平ping靜jing的de生sheng活huo進jin程cheng。這zhe是shi合he乎hu名ming譽yu的de嗎ma？如ru果guo她ta願yuan意yi跟gen我wo走zou，可ke是shi能neng走zou到dao哪na兒er去qu呢ne？我wo能neng帶dai她ta去qu哪na裏li呢ne？如ru果guo我wo有you一yi份fen美mei好hao、有趣的生活就是另一回事了——例(li)如(ru)，要(yao)是(shi)我(wo)一(yi)直(zhi)在(zai)努(nu)力(li)擺(bai)脫(tuo)農(nong)村(cun)，或(huo)者(zhe)要(yao)是(shi)我(wo)是(shi)一(yi)個(ge)著(zhu)名(ming)的(de)學(xue)問(wen)家(jia)，或(huo)者(zhe)藝(yi)術(shu)家(jia)或(huo)者(zhe)畫(hua)家(jia)就(jiu)好(hao)了(le)。可(ke)是(shi)那(na)樣(yang)就(jiu)將(jiang)意(yi)味(wei)著(zhe)把(ba)她(ta)從(cong)每(mei)天(tian)的(de)單(dan)調(tiao)生(sheng)活(huo)裏(li)帶(dai)到(dao)另(ling)一(yi)種(zhong)單(dan)調(tiao)甚(shen)至(zhi)可(ke)能(neng)更(geng)加(jia)單(dan)調(tiao)的(de)生(sheng)活(huo)裏(li)。而(er)我(wo)們(men)的(de)幸(xing)福(fu)會(hui)持(chi)續(xu)多(duo)久(jiu)呢(ne)？萬(wan)一(yi)我(wo)病(bing)了(le)，萬(wan)一(yi)我(wo)死(si)了(le)，或(huo)者(zhe)如(ru)果(guo)我(wo)們(men)隻(zhi)是(shi)對(dui)彼(bi)此(ci)變(bian)得(de)冷(leng)漠(mo)了(le)，她(ta)將(jiang)會(hui)怎(zen)麼(me)樣(yang)呢(ne)？
“And when I went to the town I saw every time from her eyes that she was expecting me, and she would confess to me herself that she had had a peculiar feeling all that day guessed that I should come. We talked a long time, and were silent, yet we did not confess our love to each other, but timidly and jealously concealed it. We were afraid of everything that might reveal our secret to ourselves. I loved her tenderly, deeply, but I reflected and kept asking myself what our love could lead to if we had not the strength to fight against it. It seemed to be incredible that my gentle, sad love could all at once coarsely break up the even tenor of the life of her husband, her children, and all the household in which I was so loved and trusted. Would it be honourable? She would go away with me, but where? Where could I take her? It would have been a different matter if I had had a beautiful, interesting life—if, for instance, I had been struggling for the emancipation of my country, or had been a celebrated man of science, an artist or a painter; but as it was it would mean taking her from one everyday humdrum life to another as humdrum or perhaps more so. And how long would our happiness last? What would happen to her in case I was ill, in case I died, or if we simply grew cold to one another?
“同(tong)樣(yang)地(di)，顯(xian)然(ran)她(ta)也(ye)有(you)充(chong)分(fen)的(de)理(li)由(you)。她(ta)要(yao)考(kao)慮(lv)她(ta)的(de)丈(zhang)夫(fu)，孩(hai)子(zi)，還(hai)有(you)她(ta)的(de)母(mu)親(qin)，她(ta)母(mu)親(qin)愛(ai)她(ta)父(fu)親(qin)就(jiu)像(xiang)愛(ai)孩(hai)子(zi)一(yi)樣(yang)。如(ru)果(guo)她(ta)放(fang)縱(zong)自(zi)己(ji)到(dao)感(gan)情(qing)裏(li)她(ta)將(jiang)不(bu)得(de)不(bu)說(shuo)謊(huang)，要(yao)不(bu)然(ran)說(shuo)出(chu)事(shi)實(shi)真(zhen)相(xiang)，以(yi)她(ta)的(de)地(di)位(wei)這(zhe)兩(liang)種(zhong)後(hou)果(guo)都(dou)同(tong)樣(yang)糟(zao)糕(gao)和(he)不(bu)便(bian)。且(qie)她(ta)還(hai)要(yao)受(shou)到(dao)她(ta)的(de)愛(ai)是(shi)否(fou)將(jiang)帶(dai)我(wo)給(gei)幸(xing)福(fu)這(zhe)個(ge)問(wen)題(ti)的(de)折(zhe)磨(mo)——shishishang，wodeshenghuoyijinggouxinkuhekunnanzhongzhongle，tabuhuishiwodeshenghuogengfuzama？tarenweiduiwolaishuotabugounianqingle，yaokaishiyizhongxinshenghuotajibuqinfenyemeiyouzugoudejingli。tachangchanggentazhangfushuoquyigecongmingdehaonvhaiduiwolaishuohenzhongyao，tahuichengweiwodezhushou，chengweiyigenenggandezhufu，buguotahuilikebuchongshuoyaozaiquanchengzhaodaoyigezheyangdenvhaizibingburongyi。
“And she apparently reasoned in the same way. She thought of her husband, her children, and of her mother, who loved the husband like a son. If she abandoned herself to her feelings she would have to lie, or else to tell the truth, and in her position either would have been equally terrible and inconvenient. And she was tormented by the question whether her love would bring me happiness—would she not complicate my life, which, as it was, was hard enough and full of all sorts of trouble? She fancied she was not young enough for me, that she was not industrious nor energetic enough to begin a new life, and she often talked to her husband of the importance of my marrying a girl of intelligence and merit who would be a capable housewife and a help to me—and she would immediately add that it would be difficult to find such a girl in the whole town.
“這幾年時間就這麼過去了。安娜·阿列克絲耶夫娜已經有了兩個孩子。當我來到盧格諾維奇家時，仆人們都對我露出親切的笑容，孩子們大叫著帕韋爾·kangsitandinuoweiqishushulaile，diaodaowobozishang，meigerendouxinxiruokuang。tamenbuzhidaowodeneixinzaijinglizenyangdezhengzha，renweiwoyeshigaoxingde。meigerendoubawokanzuoyigeguizu。darenmenhehaizimendoujiaodeyigegaoguiderenzhengchuansuozaitamendejiali，zheshidetamenduiwodetaiduyouyizhongteshudexiyinli，fangfotamendeshenghuoyoulewoyegengchunjinghegengmeihaole。anna·阿(e)列(lie)克(ke)絲(si)耶(ye)夫(fu)娜(na)和(he)我(wo)經(jing)常(chang)一(yi)起(qi)去(qu)劇(ju)院(yuan)，總(zong)是(shi)走(zou)著(zhe)去(qu)。我(wo)們(men)常(chang)常(chang)肩(jian)膀(pang)擦(ca)著(zhe)肩(jian)膀(pang)，並(bing)排(pai)坐(zuo)在(zai)前(qian)排(pai)座(zuo)位(wei)裏(li)。我(wo)會(hui)一(yi)言(yan)不(bu)發(fa)地(di)從(cong)她(ta)手(shou)裏(li)拿(na)過(guo)觀(guan)劇(ju)望(wang)遠(yuan)鏡(jing)，感(gan)覺(jiao)那(na)一(yi)刻(ke)她(ta)就(jiu)在(zai)我(wo)身(shen)旁(pang)，她(ta)就(jiu)是(shi)我(wo)的(de)，沒(mei)有(you)對(dui)方(fang)我(wo)們(men)將(jiang)活(huo)不(bu)下(xia)去(qu)。可(ke)是(shi)由(you)於(yu)某(mou)些(xie)奇(qi)怪(guai)的(de)誤(wu)解(jie)，走(zou)出(chu)劇(ju)院(yuan)我(wo)們(men)總(zong)是(shi)仿(fang)佛(fo)陌(mo)生(sheng)人(ren)一(yi)樣(yang)說(shuo)再(zai)見(jian)分(fen)手(shou)了(le)。天(tian)知(zhi)道(dao)鎮(zhen)上(shang)已(yi)經(jing)有(you)些(xie)什(shen)麼(me)人(ren)在(zai)談(tan)論(lun)我(wo)們(men)了(le)，可(ke)是(shi)完(wan)全(quan)沒(mei)有(you)一(yi)句(ju)真(zhen)話(hua)！
“Meanwhile the years were passing. Anna Alexyevna already had two children. When I arrived at the Luganovitchs’ the servants smiled cordially, the children shouted that Uncle Pavel Konstantinovitch had come, and hung on my neck; every one was overjoyed. They did not understand what was passing in my soul, and thought that I, too, was happy. Every one looked on me as a noble being. And grown-ups and children alike felt that a noble being was walking about their rooms, and that gave a peculiar charm to their manner towards me, as though in my presence their life, too, was purer and more beautiful. Anna Alexyevna and I used to go to the theatre together, always walking there; we used to sit side by side in the stalls, our shoulders touching. I would take the opera-glass from her hands without a word, and feel at that minute that she was near me, that she was mine, that we could not live without each other; but by some strange misunderstanding, when we came out of the theatre we always said good- bye and parted as though we were strangers. Goodness knows what people were saying about us in the town already, but there was not a word of truth in it all!
“後來的幾年裏安娜·阿(e)列(lie)克(ke)絲(si)耶(ye)夫(fu)娜(na)開(kai)始(shi)時(shi)常(chang)去(qu)看(kan)望(wang)她(ta)母(mu)親(qin)或(huo)去(qu)她(ta)姐(jie)姐(jie)那(na)。她(ta)開(kai)始(shi)情(qing)緒(xu)低(di)落(luo)，開(kai)始(shi)認(ren)為(wei)她(ta)的(de)生(sheng)活(huo)被(bei)擾(rao)亂(luan)，並(bing)感(gan)到(dao)不(bu)滿(man)了(le)，她(ta)有(you)時(shi)不(bu)再(zai)關(guan)心(xin)她(ta)的(de)丈(zhang)夫(fu)，也(ye)不(bu)關(guan)心(xin)她(ta)的(de)孩(hai)子(zi)了(le)。她(ta)已(yi)開(kai)始(shi)接(jie)受(shou)神(shen)經(jing)衰(shuai)弱(ruo)的(de)治(zhi)療(liao)。
“womenzaiyiqishichulechenmohaishichenmo。erzaiwairenmianqiantaduiwobiaoxianchuyizhongqiguaidefennu，buguanwoshuoshenme，tadougenwochangfantiao，yaoshiwoyurenzhenglun，tajiuzhichiwodeduishou。ruguowodiaoleshenmedongxi，tahuilenglengdishuo：
“‘恭喜你了。’
“去劇院時如果我忘了拿觀劇望遠鏡，過後她會說：
“‘我知道你會忘記的。’
“In the latter years Anna Alexyevna took to going away for frequent visits to her mother or to her sister; she began to suffer from low spirits, she began to recognize that her life was spoilt and unsatisfied, and at times she did not care to see her husband nor her children. She was already being treated for neurasthenia.
“We were silent and still silent, and in the presence of outsiders she displayed a strange irritation in regard to me; whatever I talked about, she disagreed with me, and if I had an argument she sided with my opponent. If I dropped anything, she would say coldly:
“ ‘I congratulate you.’
“If I forgot to take the opera-glass when we were going to the theatre, she would say afterwards:
“ ‘I knew you would forget it.’
“不(bu)知(zhi)道(dao)是(shi)幸(xing)運(yun)還(hai)是(shi)不(bu)幸(xing)，在(zai)我(wo)們(men)的(de)生(sheng)活(huo)中(zhong)沒(mei)有(you)不(bu)散(san)的(de)筵(yan)席(xi)。因(yin)為(wei)盧(lu)格(ge)諾(nuo)維(wei)奇(qi)被(bei)指(zhi)派(pai)為(wei)西(xi)部(bu)一(yi)個(ge)省(sheng)份(fen)的(de)主(zhu)席(xi)，離(li)別(bie)的(de)日(ri)子(zi)終(zhong)於(yu)到(dao)來(lai)了(le)。他(ta)們(men)不(bu)得(de)不(bu)賣(mai)掉(diao)他(ta)們(men)的(de)家(jia)具(ju)，馬(ma)，和(he)夏(xia)季(ji)別(bie)墅(shu)。當(dang)他(ta)們(men)駕(jia)車(che)去(qu)別(bie)墅(shu)時(shi)，然(ran)後(hou)回(hui)想(xiang)到(dao)他(ta)們(men)是(shi)最(zui)後(hou)一(yi)次(ci)去(qu)看(kan)看(kan)那(na)花(hua)園(yuan)，那(na)綠(lv)色(se)的(de)屋(wu)頂(ding)，每(mei)個(ge)人(ren)都(dou)很(hen)難(nan)過(guo)，而(er)我(wo)知(zhi)道(dao)我(wo)不(bu)得(de)不(bu)說(shuo)再(zai)見(jian)的(de)不(bu)隻(zhi)是(shi)別(bie)墅(shu)而(er)已(yi)。已(yi)經(jing)安(an)排(pai)好(hao)八(ba)月(yue)底(di)我(wo)們(men)給(gei)安(an)娜(na)·阿列克絲耶夫娜送行，她去克裏米亞，那裏的醫生正在照看她。緊接著盧格諾維奇和孩子們動身去西部省份
“Luckily or unluckily, there is nothing in our lives that does not end sooner or later. The time of parting came, as Luganovitch was appointed president in one of the western provinces. They had to sell their furniture, their horses, their summer villa. When they drove out to the villa, and afterwards looked back as they were going away, to look for the last time at the garden, at the green roof, every one was sad, and I realized that I had to say good-bye not only to the villa. It was arranged that at the end of August we should see Anna Alexyevna off to the
“我們一大群人去給安娜·阿列克絲耶夫娜送行。當她跟她的丈夫和孩子們道完別後，還有一分鍾第三次鈴就要響了。我跑進她的車廂把一個籃子——她差點忘記了——放(fang)上(shang)行(xing)李(li)架(jia)，然(ran)後(hou)我(wo)不(bu)得(de)不(bu)跟(gen)她(ta)說(shuo)再(zai)見(jian)了(le)。在(zai)車(che)廂(xiang)裏(li)四(si)目(mu)相(xiang)對(dui)時(shi)我(wo)們(men)精(jing)神(shen)上(shang)的(de)堅(jian)韌(ren)土(tu)崩(beng)瓦(wa)解(jie)，我(wo)把(ba)她(ta)抱(bao)進(jin)懷(huai)裏(li)，她(ta)把(ba)臉(lian)龐(pang)壓(ya)到(dao)我(wo)的(de)胸(xiong)膛(tang)上(shang)，淚(lei)如(ru)雨(yu)下(xia)。我(wo)吻(wen)她(ta)的(de)臉(lian)龐(pang)，她(ta)的(de)肩(jian)頭(tou)，她(ta)被(bei)淚(lei)水(shui)打(da)濕(shi)了(le)的(de)雙(shuang)手(shou)——唉，多麼悲痛欲絕啊！——承(cheng)認(ren)了(le)對(dui)她(ta)的(de)愛(ai)。在(zai)強(qiang)烈(lie)的(de)心(xin)痛(tong)中(zhong)我(wo)意(yi)識(shi)到(dao)那(na)阻(zu)止(zhi)我(wo)們(men)相(xiang)愛(ai)的(de)所(suo)有(you)問(wen)題(ti)是(shi)多(duo)麼(me)多(duo)餘(yu)，多(duo)麼(me)微(wei)不(bu)足(zu)道(dao)而(er)虛(xu)偽(wei)。我(wo)懂(dong)得(de)了(le)當(dang)愛(ai)上(shang)一(yi)個(ge)人(ren)時(shi)必(bi)須(xu)在(zai)你(ni)對(dui)那(na)份(fen)愛(ai)的(de)評(ping)價(jia)中(zhong)，認(ren)為(wei)那(na)份(fen)愛(ai)是(shi)最(zui)高(gao)尚(shang)的(de)開(kai)始(shi)去(qu)愛(ai)；或者在幸福或不幸，過失或美德的眾所公認的意義中，認為愛比它們更重要地開始去愛。或者根本不必想什麼，隻管大膽去愛。
We were a great crowd to see Anna Alexyevna off. When she had said good-bye to her husband and her children and there was only a minute left before the third bell, I ran into her compartment to put a basket, which she had almost forgotten, on the rack, and I had to say good-bye. When our eyes met in the compartment our spiritual fortitude deserted us both; I took her in my arms, she pressed her face to my breast, and tears flowed from her eyes. Kissing her face, her shoulders, her hands wet with tears—oh, how unhappy were!—I confessed my love for her, and with a burning pain in my heart I realized how unnecessary, how petty, and how deceptive all that had hindered us from loving was. I understood that when you love you must either, in your reasonings about that love, start from what is highest, from what is more important than happiness or unhappiness, sin or virtue in their accepted meaning, or you must not reason at all.
“我最後一次吻了她，緊握了一下她的手，然後永遠地離開了。火車已經開了，我走進下一個車廂裏——那是一個空車廂——一直坐在那兒哭直到火車抵達下一個站。然後回到沙非諾的家……。”
“I kissed her for the last time, pressed her hand, and parted for ever. The train had already started. I went into the next compartment—it was empty—and until I reached the next station I sat there crying. Then I walked home to Sofino….”
在阿列恒講述他的故事時，雨停了，太陽出來了。伯京和伊凡·伊yi凡fan諾nuo維wei奇qi去qu了le陽yang台tai，從cong那na兒er能neng看kan到dao花hua園yuan和he磨mo坊fang池chi塘tang那na邊bian的de美mei麗li景jing色se，磨mo坊fang池chi塘tang此ci刻ke在zai陽yang光guang下xia像xiang鏡jing子zi一yi樣yang閃shan閃shan發fa光guang。他ta們men讚zan賞shang這zhe美mei麗li的de景jing色se，同tong時shi傷shang感gan目mu光guang親qin切qie睿rui智zhi的de阿e列lie恒heng——他飽含真情地給他們講述了這個故事——一直像輪子上的鬆鼠一樣旋轉不息地在這個巨大的莊園裏奔忙，而不去做學問或從事其它將使他的生活更舒心的工作；他們還想到了當阿列恒在火車上跟她道別並親吻她的臉龐和肩頭時安娜·阿列克絲耶夫娜必定悲痛欲絕的臉。他們兩人都在城裏見過她，伯京還認識安娜·阿列克絲耶夫娜，認為她真是一個美人。
While Alehin was telling his story, the rain left off and the sun came out. Burkin and Ivan Ivanovitch went out on the balcony, from which there was a beautiful view over the garden and the mill-pond, which was shining now in the sunshine like a mirror. They admired it, and at the same time they were sorry that this man with the kind, clever eyes, who had told them this story with such genuine feeling, should be rushing round and round this huge estate like a squirrel on a wheel instead of devoting himself to science or something else which would have made his life more pleasant; and they thought what a sorrowful face Anna Alexyevna must have had when he said good-bye to her in the railway-carriage and kissed her face and shoulders. Both of them had met her in the town, and Burkin knew her and thought her beautiful.
